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akeyoftime ([personal profile] akeyoftime) wrote2006-05-20 12:41 pm

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I spent last night in a righteous kind of fury. I really do not like our society. It trains people to dislike themselves and it hurts to see so many wonderful people hate themselves. It's not right, damnit. I am just at a loss as to what to do. I can't reach out to every single person without self-esteem; I'm only one girl. I just wish I could.

It has been a crazy, crazy week! I've been extremely neglectful of my flist and communities, but I keep getting home from work and going "Fleh", because good lord is clearing out and demolishing a house tiring work. It is literally the kind of tired that prevents you from picking up a book because the focus just isn't there. Still, I'm enjoying work, I got my first paycheque and I'll gain stamina as I go.

LARP tommorow! So exciting! I don't imagine anyone will die, as the narrotors (baring perhaps Roman :P) aren't actively out to kill us, but it's still deliciously harrowing.

[identity profile] partytodamascus.livejournal.com 2006-05-22 02:29 am (UTC)(link)
if it makes you feel any better.. i am fairly confident that my self-esteem issues have dissipated somewhat over the year.
i have reason to believe that you've helped with part of that.
so
*grin*

[identity profile] akeyoftime.livejournal.com 2006-05-22 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
The Caped-Katie-Crusader strikes again!

Thanks. I think I needed a reminder that the world isn't all sad shambles.