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The FM demon's got me...
Sep. 17th, 2003 10:49 pmOkay, ow, ow, ow, ow, OW!!!!
If I weren't steadfastly ignoring the pain, I might be in tears right now. I can feel them creeping up on me either way. I haven't felt this bad in a long while... or maybe I've just ignored it. Okay, now there are actually tears in my eyes... this doesn't even touch on the surface of what I'm feeling right now, and it probably even sounds lame, but damn I'm in pain. I don't like this. Fuck.
Okay, distractions are good. Don't think, don't focus on the pain. That sort of feeds it.
Okay.... um, okay, what have I been doing lately. That works. Been going to classes... shit, this isn't working.
Okay, it might be passing, somewhat, but its only a matter of time before it flares again. A post about what I've been doing at another time... I need to go lie down, or something. Yes, lie down... except that won't really help. In fact, it might make it worse. Damn it!
The lesson you should all draw from this: don't get Fibromyalgia, and if you are unlucky enough to find yourself diagnosed with it, eat three solid meals a day and excercise. Damn it, I hate wednesdays.
If I weren't steadfastly ignoring the pain, I might be in tears right now. I can feel them creeping up on me either way. I haven't felt this bad in a long while... or maybe I've just ignored it. Okay, now there are actually tears in my eyes... this doesn't even touch on the surface of what I'm feeling right now, and it probably even sounds lame, but damn I'm in pain. I don't like this. Fuck.
Okay, distractions are good. Don't think, don't focus on the pain. That sort of feeds it.
Okay.... um, okay, what have I been doing lately. That works. Been going to classes... shit, this isn't working.
Okay, it might be passing, somewhat, but its only a matter of time before it flares again. A post about what I've been doing at another time... I need to go lie down, or something. Yes, lie down... except that won't really help. In fact, it might make it worse. Damn it!
The lesson you should all draw from this: don't get Fibromyalgia, and if you are unlucky enough to find yourself diagnosed with it, eat three solid meals a day and excercise. Damn it, I hate wednesdays.
