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*little tiny ball of stress*

When I realized I didn't have my library card on me, meaning I couldn't reserve and import the videos I need for a project, I freaked out for a moment and then found myself incredibly relieve. All day I've been at this frantic "Must get things done" pace. I've gotten to be obsessed with checking off the little boxes next to the things I have to do.

And now I litterally cannot do one of them and its reminded me to slow the fuck down. So I'm taking my coat off, settling in and I'm going to cruise the net for half an hour and unwind before going to my crew call. Yes, I have readings I could and should be doing. An essay that desperatly needs attention. I also need to unwind now, before I crash and am useless tonight.

Someone remind me to call my doctor's office and reschedual my doctor's apointment. I've made it waaaaay too early, but at the time it seemed important to do it then. What in the nine hells was I thinking?

Edit: Aug! Why can I only beat my own minesweeper records when I am at school and have no proof!