I know I should be giving myself more credit, but my chronic fatigue just makes me feel worse about it. (How can I be a good actor when I don't have the energy to bring to bear?) But I always find it at LARP. I used to do film and television auditions all the time, so that part of the process doesn't really scare me (I'm more scared of the failure, I guess? Though being fatigued like I am doesn't do much for my self-confidence), but what does freak me out is the potential need to improvise. That right there will cause me to freeze and panic and blow an otherwise solid audition. Or maybe I'm exagerating, but that's how it feels!
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Date: 2007-02-01 04:18 pm (UTC)