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LARP was really neat last night! Gears are turning, but I have a really sneaky feeling I'm going to be left out if I don't elbow my way back in... so I'll have to do that :P Enthusiasm can make up for a lack of experience, right?

I'm glad I decided not to work today. I am a right mess, so resting helps. Next time, I'll know to refuse to work on the weekend so I can get some recovery time in, rather than using up what little I have for what comes out to, cumulatively, twelve dollars. I am really begining to think this is the wrong job for me, but the advantages still outweight the disadvantages.

Tired. But pretty happy!

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After a month of a meat-and-potatoes meal twice a day, almost every day, I am getting so close to having a good scream and declaring myself vegetarian. Maybe then, with two vegetarians in the household (my mother cannot eat meat because of a surgery mishap), my carnivore baby brother and father would actually accept that meat-and-potatoes is not the be-all-end-all of cuisine. I doubt it, but I am so sick of variety consisting of rice/potatoes and pork/chicken/beef. And no more hamburger nights, please. I'm allergic to the buns, so I'm faced with these two thick chunks of meat poorly disguised with a slice of tomato and some mustard. Gag me with a bloody spoon. (Like the one you used to handle the raw meat, maybe? That'd be swell.)

I love food. So how about something interesting, OK? I can only imagine how my mother has felt all these years, literally unable to eat most of the meals she cooks.